Exercise…Doesn’t Mean You Have to Stop Eating or Smoking

You know those super fit people who obsess about being super fit? You spend two minutes talking with them and in their eyes you can see them thinking, “I’d much rather be doing lunges with forty pound weights on my back right now.” Or…you text them early early in the morning about going shopping with you and they text back, “That would cut short my twenty mile run so do you mind if we speed walk at the mall?” Or, when you walk into Arby’s, they send you a telepathic guilt trip about the fact that you’re eating curly fries and a shake and they won’t eat anything that doesn’t have vitamins in it. Vitamins!

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But then again, some people are on the other end of the spectrum.

The other day I was running at a park. And then I….okay. OKAY! Fine. I’ll be honest. I was more like slow jogging/fast walking…I was enjoying the nice evening and the quiet and the fact that no toddlers were clinging to my ankles (have you ever tried running with toddlers clinging to your ankles? It’s not as easy as it sounds!)

I kept lapping this lady, who was puffing smoke like a ad exec in the 60′s:

Sure, whatever, she can smoke. This is a park after all! But then I kept watching her and realized she wasn’t just meandering around the park. She was walking around the park, quickly. Smoking! While exercising!

But I can’t judge her motivations. Maybe she things the exercise will negate the bad effects of smoking? All I know is that smoking shows an obvious sign of lack of wanting to quit smoking.

Now what would be REALLY funny would be watching someone running while eating a big mac. That’d make me feel much less stupid about running and eating Jalapeño Cheetos at the same time!

Forgotten Thailand, no more.

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Any idea of what it’s like to be a Thai juvenile prisoner? Any idea of what it takes to become one?

Forgotten Thailand is an upcoming documentary that follows the story of one juvenile ex-prisoner named Ruun. As the film answers those questions, it also delves into even deeper issues–like how we view prisoners and “victimizers,” and how we can stop the cycle of crime.

Can you imagine being on a running track that you know is bad for you and will always lead you to either death or prison. Yet you can’t get off it. Anytime you try you get shoved right back on. It always takes you the same place, no matter what and you keep running this circle that you hate. That’s what it’s like for so many juvenile prisoners.

My “Uncle” Soonthorn is Chaplain of the prisons. He’s been family friends since before I was born. I was always so excited to see him–and couldn’t wait for him to cook his amazing Thai food for us! He’s an incredible man, with an untiring devotion to doing good and a great sense of humor while doing it. He’s seen so many complete transformations in the lives of the prisoners, and in turn he helps them get jobs, homes, and brings them back together with their family.

I’m so thrilled because there’s going to be a documentary made and Uncle Soonthorn and the prisoners and…well, I’ll let the director, Joseph Lang, tell you the rest:

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The focus of this film is to ask the question of how we should treat those who have murdered, sold drugs, lead gangs in violence, thefted and so on.

It has been proven that prisoners who leave their chains usually have no where to return except the gangs and problems that got them in prison in the first place. The story that we are filming is just that story! It is the story of a boy who has been in and out of prison for years and he is put in a position of hopelessness and despair.

To even take it a step further let’s step into a Thai boys mind. Over 95% of Thai people are Buddhist and Buddhists believe in the cast system. In the cast system it is a constant fight to the top. Every man wishes that he could be higher so that he would eventually reach enlightenment. For a boy who is thrown into prison at a young age he is obviously seen as one of the lowest of lows and therefor an outcast. This is one of the reasons that Thai prisoners can not escape the prison cycle.

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I have been working on this film in pr-production for about a year. Myself and Jordan Maglessen are headed to Bangkok Thailand from June 13-27, 2013. We are going to be filming for two weeks straight while there.

Our main character’s name is Ruun…he is a 20 year old boy who was once a prisoner in the Bangkok Juvenile Correctional Prisons. We will be capturing his story and filming with him around the city. I imagine that there will be many film shoots both in the day and late into the night.

Two years ago I was able to go to Bangkok for a summer internship in prison ministry. It wasn’t until then that my passion for this ministry really began. I remember one time, while visiting a juvenile prison, I stood next to a Thai officer and he leaned over to me and whispered in my ear…I will never forget the words that he said and I would have to say that they were a HUGE part in creating my desire to film this documentary…the officer whispered, “Do you see all of the boys Joseph… All of them will be let free from prison in four months..” he paused and then to my surprise finished by saying, “Then soon they will ALL be returning to prison. They won’t be coming back because of they are required to, but because they will return to their old way of living in the world and that will send them back here…it is a lifestyle that they are stuck in for the rest of their lives.” My heart was hurting for those boys. I remember looking out and seeing their faces, most of them only twelve years old and some of them as young as nine. This has been a moment that has shaped my passion for prison ministry. I have personally seen how God works through this ministry and how he can pull these boys and girls out of a viscous cycle. These people were not born to be bad or to hurt others…they have simply grown up with different surroundings than I have. Yes there are men and women who hear truth and still refuse to accept or obey it… but I believe that these people are still worth fighting for. Who are we to be judges?

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Uncle Soonthorn praying with prisoners.

I have always loved film making. It is amazing to hear the power of a story. God has always worked through stories and it is my desire to share this powerful redemption story.

Ultimately I want the film to challenge to think of how they really view criminals and what our place as Christians is in dealing out justice. I also desire for men to become more aware of prison ministry…it is a ministry that is often neglected and I pray that this film will bring more support for it.

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The name “Forgotten Thailand” is supposed to point to those who are so often forgotten. In Matthew 25 Jesus asks if people would remember him if he were in prison and I think we don’t take this seriously some times. It is my desire that through media and films we can bring to light what is “forgotten.”

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To keep updated on Forgotten Thailand, ‘like’ their page on Facebook.
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The Ender’s Game Trailer

So this was my first reaction to the fact that Ender’s Game was going to be turned into a movie:

This isn’t just a book. The series changed me. As a human, as a woman, as a Jesus follower, and as a writer. It changed the way I viewed war, children, space, time, our minds, computers, and most importantly…telling the truth.

I guess it was really the awe-inspiring Speaker for the Dead that really changed me. But Ender’s Game was a precursor to that. Ender’s Game is a coming of age tale of the deepest kind. It’s about a boy different from me in every way and yet I can totally relate to him. It’s about a world split apart by racism and fear. It’s also been fully realized in my own head…I can see Ender and his world as if they were right in front of me. So when well meaning friends and family and random geeks online would ask what sucks about  making a movie out of the book I’d be like:

And then they’d quietly walk off, wondering why I don’t just get a life.

So the movie trailer for Ender’s Game is out today:

It makes me think a few things:

- is Harrison Ford like, 89 now?

- Harrison Ford has such an amazing presence it doesn’t matter if he’s 89 with oxygen in a wheelchair, I’ll still be impressed with his roguish, confident yet wholly sympathetic character.

- This is an action movie

- Trailers have no real say on what the movie is (best example to date, The Host. Awesome, acting filled trailers. Boring, kissy-face movie.)

- I love the world building they’ve done. The Battle School was a thrill to see.

- Ender’s Game is a philosophical book. The most important part of the book take place in his head, as he changes and realizes who he is. Valentine and Peter, Demosthenes and Locke, and finally, the head games the adults in Ender’s life play with him can never be fully realized on film. They can hint at it, and imbue the qualities in his character, but you’ll only be only to get that depth, that SOUL, if you read the book. It looks like they didn’t even try to capture it in the movie.

- Before I saw the trailer, I didn’t want to see the movie. I was afraid it would ruin something for me. I don’t think that anymore. From what I’ve seen so far, it’s just an action movie. I like action movies. I’ll probably enjoy it. It’s not trying to be the book. And I’m good with that.

What do you think of the Ender’s Game series, and the Ender’s Game movie trailer?

Mr. Beaver’s Great Quote

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I’m reading The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe to my girls right now. Here’s a great quote by Mr. Beaver I came by today:

“But in general, take my advice, when you meet anything that’s going to be Human and isn’t yet, or used to be Human once and isn’t now, or ought to be Human and isn’t, you keep your eyes on it and feel for your hatchet.” -Mr. Beaver

My review of Iron Man 3

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Iron Man 3, directed by Shane Black and starring Robert Downey Jr., Gwyneth Paltrow, Don Cheadle, Ben Kingsley, and Guy Pearce, completes one of Marvel’s strongest trilogies. The arc is so clear: Iron Man is about the creation of a hero. Iron Man 2 is about his deconstruction. And in Iron Man 3 is about his reconstruction.

The antagonists were a thrill to watch, and the mystery intriguing. The pace was very well done–with enough action and tension in every scene to keep your eyes glued to the screen, but never at the cost of character development. My favorite action scenes were when he fought without his suit–it was infinitely creative.

I really liked the beginning, it had a comic book feel to it. The scenes were choppy and the flashbacks were solid and well told.

I highly recommend this incredible film. 5-Stars. Now tell me what you thought of the movie in the comments! I like nothing more than gabbing about movies.

Here’s my video review:

Iron Man 3 Review from Ellie Soderstrom on Vimeo.

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What’d you think of the movie?

Dragon City Casting Call

Hard Times in Dragon City is a fantasy mystery I couldn’t put down. It was fast paced and had such engaging scenes, from the goblin town chase to the verbal sparring with Yabair, to the character development to the world building, each word was placed just right. Matt Forbeck, the author, was completely invisible. And that’s the biggest compliment I can give to any author. I was totally hooked on the story and characters.

Bravo! 5-stars! Encore!

It was deliciously geeky in that it reminded me of all the dungeons and dragons adventures I went in, and swept me back into the world. But it was also so well written that I think anyone who loves mysteries or fantasy would enjoy it.

It is one of those books I saw so clearly in my head that now I have to get it  on paper.

Basically, I casted the book.

I’m a really visual reader. With every description, I have to lay it out in my head or I can’t go on. I want to feel what it’s like in the book. I want to experience it. That’s why I love illustrations and multi-media so much, because I get to see the author/illustrator’s vision for it instead of just my own.

So here’s how I saw the characters in Hard Times in Dragon City:

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Max Gibson

Don’t ask me why, but I saw the hardened yet compassionate adventurer as John Cho. Perhaps an older John Cho. But everything, from his wise-crack language to his wry smile reminded me of him.

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Yabair – Dragon Guard

How could I NOT choose Joseph Fiennes as Yabair? He’s perfect–he can say anything with a straight face and he takes himself way too seriously. Plus, I’d die happy if I  got to see him in huge elf ears.

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Bellezza, “Belle”

Naomi Watts has the perfect blend of strong character and whimsy. Her face can do coy so easy, it’s as if a secret is always lurking behind her eyes. Perfect for Bellezza.

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Moira – Hobbit Tomb Raider

Ellen Page brims with confidence. She’s spry and spirited and cocky and adventurous, just like my favorite character in the book — Moira. I can’t wait to see what Moira does in the next two book in the series because I’m looking forward to reading more about her.

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Not much personality. Just ugly. And fast. And good with a blade…too good.

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You’ve totally got to read the book so you can tell me if I got the characters right or not.

Check out Matt’s website, and he’s a great follow on Twitter (@mforbeck) !

Things That Make Me Cry

 

- reading/watching/listening to the soundtrack of Little Women

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- seeing men cry

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- Coming home after a long trip

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- Stubbed toes

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- When my kids learn something new.

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- When I am surprised to find out that a book is dedicated to me.

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I was so moved. For those who can’t read backwards, it reads, Ellie Ann, from the first draft to the last, this book has always been for you. *cries big, happy tears*

River’s Edge is such an incredible book and I was thrilled to be a part of the editing process. When I read Erin’s first draft I knew it was something special and had such a unique feminist perspective, it had to be published! Her prose is phenomenal, her characters engaging and strong, and the theme of battling the monster within was powerfully done. So check out River’s Edge, a YA horror by Erin Keyser Horn.

Fantastic Sci Fi Noir, The Age Atomic

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The Age Atomic by the one and only Adam Christopher

Cover art by the incomparable Will Staehle. All of his covers are rad. *drools over his covers* Oops. *wipes of drool* hehe.

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What some smart and important people said about The Age Atomic.

 

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What I said about The Age Atomic. And yeah…I accidentally said the title wrong. Age Atomic..Atomic Age…so easy to  mix up.

The Breakdown: Anyone who loves robots, alternate dimensions, ghosts, imminent nuclear destruction, epic tales, noir, darn good writing, or science fiction should read this book. Yesterday.

I was able to ask Adam Christopher a few important questions about robots, and about his next work:

Who’s your favorite robot in The Atomic Age?

“Has to be Elektro. Inspired by the real cigarette-smoking Elektro…”

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Of all the things I’d like a robot to do, smoking is NOT one of them.

If you were a robot, what abilities would you like to have?

Definitely some kind of laser death ray I could shoot out of my eyes.

(Hmmmm, this makes me very curious about the kind of lifestyle Adam lives. Does he often come across things he needs to cut with a death ray? Or does he just use it to dice vegetables in an efficient manner?)

What’s coming up next from you?

Next up is Hang Wire, an urban fantasy about a serial killer in San Francisco, a sentient malevolent circus, and a murdered Chinese god (January 2014; Angry Robot), and then March 2014 sees The Burning Dark, a scary space opera out from Tor!

To the fair!

Attention! All people of Ankeny! Or people willing to drive to Ankeny!

I’ll be at the Ankeny Author’s Fair. This Saturday. All the boring details:

Saturday, April 13, 2013
9:00 AM – 12:00 PM
Hosted by the Kirkendall Public Library
at the Pinnacle Club
4100 NE Otter Creek Dr, Ankeny, IA 50023

All the exciting details:

I’ll be signing books, talking about my upcoming releases, wearing heels, and selling copies of Breaking Steele for $10 *gasp* what a steal!

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$10.00–what a steal.

So come say hi! You don’t have to even buy anything I’d really like to meet you. I’ll be on my best behavior, I promise.

Meanwhile, check out my editor’s new book,

ImageIt’s all kinds of scary/awesome–read my review of it here. Erin will also be at the Ankeny’s Author Fair, and she’s 100% nice so you’ll want to go say hi.

Hope to see you there!

UPDATE: I have to cancel this trip. My kids woke up with a terrible flu. I’m not brave enough to leave them. So sorry to miss it! I hope to catch the fair next year.

Planet Comicon 2013–I hugged Dr. Who, almost got shot by a Storm Trooper, saw great art…

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I went as Death from The Sandman series by Neil Gaiman.

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Comicons can be a frightening experience for people who didn’t wear costumes.

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Digitally engineering their next droid.

Astromech is an R2 Builders Club. Want your own droid? Vacuum droid? Taser droid? A droid you can talk to on a lonely night? check ‘em out.

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JUSTICE LEAGUE!!!

And Bane.

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Me with the awesome Black Cat

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I got to meet some of the Airship Vindus crew. These are a remarkable steampunk group, check out what they’re doing. 

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I told her not to kiss any men at the con.

She said she wouldn’t unless they really deserved it.

Fair enough.

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Who ya gonna call?

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Me and Regina from Once Upon A Time. We’re both mistresses of Death.

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My awesome con companion, Eden Lang. She went as a Dauntless from the Divergent Series.

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Sandmen.

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Logan. 

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Cutest. Hobbit. Ever.

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We got to meet Adam Baldwin! He kept calling Eden, “Edith.” It was pretty funny.


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Where’s The Batman?

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I don’t remember anything from this encounter.

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Lovely. This was one of my favorite costumes at the con.

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Nothin’ to see here. Just a man walkin’ his droid.


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Tin Tin takes on a bounty hunter.


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Love this.

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One of my favorite comic book characters, Rorschach.

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Dudes with guns.

The Gears of War man on the right, Calen Hoffman, built his from scratch. Check out his other works.

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 Zombie!!! Ruuuunn! 

Seriously. This guy was creepy. He always stayed in character and basically terrorized us anytime he saw us. It was great.

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Incredible body art.

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Eternal Sisters! This is me and Little Alice

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Opposites.

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Tin Tin!

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I got to meet the artist, Cat Staggs. She’s illustrated lots of comics for DC and Marvel. She’s currently working on Smallville Season 11.

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I also got the honor of meeting the awesome Dan Scott. I love his details and imagination. Check out his other works.

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I really don’t think kids should play so close to that thing.

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Fantastic cosplay of Nightcrawler.

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This is Jimmy Hasse. His comics and illustrations were really funny and we had a good chat about humor in comics and Val Kilmer’s awesome roles and this and that.

his website is hilarious…click here.

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This is Bartholomew Schmidt, a creator of a web comic series about a Changeling. Called Changeling’s Child. He had me at changeling. I can’t resist a good fairy tale.

Check out his web comic.

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Bane.

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Why So Serious?

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Sing!!

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The Dark Crystal

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Levi Hoffmeier is an amazing comic and concept artist. I had the pleasure of talking with him and was so impressed with his taste and skill.

Check out his new webcomic coming out this summer, MAYFLOWER.

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Nice hair!

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Need a haircut?

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This is Steven Sanders, and his curly beard.

He’s an illustrator for such awesomeness as Wolverine and X-men, and he just finished a successful kickster campaign to create a series called, Symbiosis, the world’s first Creative Commons world building art book. It’s 1940 bio-punk, and you’ve gotta hear more so go here…

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Steampunk Ironman.

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I also had the pleasure of meeting Jeremy Mohler from Outland Entertainment. He’s got a great team of artists and has an awesome visionary perspective on publishing.

Check out Outland’s webcomic, Ithaca.

And what comicon is complete with out a hug from Dr. Who?

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Okay, so a hug is a bit of an exaggeration. He didn’t want to get too close. Nobody wants a hug from Death.

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